yeah!defnitely and it’s a fact that would FOREVER HAUNT YOU!
sow now I’ll take my heart back
leave your pictures on the floor
steal back my memories
I cant take it anymore
I’ve cried my eyes out
oh and now I face the days
the way you loved me vanished all the tears
after the storm…the sun had it’s way to be visible again and as it travels around the surface where i am situated, the wind tried it’s way as well to blow and i could feel it’s touch through my soul. i have tried to put over the memories that would make me remember you. the scent of your perfume, those eyes that stare me at night, the voice the surrounds our own lil world, the touch that had once secured me at night…God, i miss all of them but at the end of each day im still confronted with the reality that you’re no longer there, no longer beside me..the ray of the sun travels my room and telling me it’s another day to face without you but i have to be stronger now. it might have been very painful when you left, it was a blast coz i don’t find any reason for leaving. your sudden cold treatment before you left-is it teaching me to let go of you?it was subtle but it was too painful. but for all that we’ve been through you would always stay in my heart and you have taken a special place in my life.
Photo Courtesy: neverforgetisz
and i don’t care if how many times you would see me this way…….i just hate it when you don’t recognize and realize the reason of choosing to be one…TO BE STUPID at times!
i might have cried a river of tears realizing each day that this is heading nowhere. I kept asking myself why do i stay even if pain had surface my soul already. tears don’t fall at all maybe i was tired already of thinking how much pain you’ve caused me. It’s so painful to realize that no matter what i do, no matter how try still it won’t matter and it will never matter to you…from afar i stared at you i wish you see that….i wish you’ve seen those eyes and if you could just see it through you would definitely see the pain in me. it’s hurting me each day and i could feel my seat of passion cried. in my solitude that’s the only time i could rekindle the best and worst moments i have with you and it’s a fact that i have to take that it would forever stay as memories that i would keep remembering and that i would forever hope it will happen again. the more you keep you distance the more i draw nearer. my mind tells me to give up but my heart tells me to stay. do i have to run again and leave things the way it is, carry the pain with me until such time i would think that there’s no such thing as moving on and it’s just being numb already. Love you’ve been the culprit, i choose to stay that’s why im in pain but still i am embracing it……..
but of course…it’s just you don’t open up your eyes to see me through…it’s either you resist seeing it or just blinded coz u’re too afraid to admit that you feel the same…
why do i allow you to hurt me this way….
this is really silly, waiting each day till you see me through.
every time you ignore, i could feel my seat of passion hurting and i was thinking if you recognize that exact pain that im going through….
how can someone be so insensitive and could hurt me this way….
I CAN BE
K- keen at times
A-amiable more often than not
Y- your refuge if you need me
E- exceptional as most people would say.
Leave me in a crowd, I can make friends with anybody and eventually they become part of my life.
Pain can struck me for ages I can forgive but its difficult for me to forget.
I can be so vulnerable that's why some can take advantage of me,
I can head on to anybody but at the middle of the battle I drop my tail because I would suddenly be engulfed with fear.
There's so much to unravel about life and Im not tired of doing it whether I will turdle the road to pain but I know at the end of each road something that awaits me there.
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